The legend of Sri
Ramakrishna Paramahamsa -
Pranams at the lotus feet
of Thakurji!
Chapter – 24
There was a lady called Gopal's mother/Gopal's Ma in
Dhakshineshwar, she is very fond of Thakurji, she wanted to
cook Kheer for him, and feed with her hands. Thakurji sat for consuming kheer, he found
the rice is uncooked, Thakurji said ‘ I do not want to eat this Kheer, it is
uncooked’ people surrounded were looked at him, everyone thought he was saying this to
scare away Gopal’s Ma. Thakurji was very
fond of Gopal’s Ma, how can he do that, later Thakurji afflicted with the
throat cancer, after few days he emotionally said ‘I will not eat anything
after this. I will be consuming only kheer.’ While saying so, Sharadha Matha
was entering, she was shocked to listen to Thakurji’s words, because none of
his words go futile, after this incident his throat cancer became critical, he
was consuming barley water, milk and kheer only, he could not swallow anything
other than this. All the devotees
sincerely prayed to get rid of these sufferings of Thakurji, but it was
impossible to get any relief, people were so disappointed. Once a prominent person in Tharkkashasthra
requested Thakurji, ‘You are an Avatharapurusha, divine personified, if you
have made up your mind to get rid of this, you will do it.’ Thakurji replied ‘How can you say so? You are
a great scholar, I have surrendered my soul to Supreme Lord who is supreme
bliss, and how can I withdraw this soul from the bliss and invest in the
perishable body made of meat and bones?’
Scholar turned silent after listening to Thakurji, but Swami
Vivekananda was not willing to take out, one day he was adamantly sat before
Thakurji and said ‘ Baba, if you do not want to get cured for yourself, kindly
get yourself cured for us.’ Thakurji
said ‘Why am I not wishing so? Do you think I want to continue with the
sufferings of illness I just wish things get normal, but it is not? It is in the hands of Ma Kali’. Vivekananda said ‘Kindly request Ma Kali to
cure your illness. I am sure she will heed to your words.’ Thakurji said ‘ You
are right, but it is not coming out of my mouth,” Vivekananda said ‘No, No,
It won’t happen. You have to tell Ma Kali for us.” Thakurji said ‘ Ok. I will do it.’ After a few
hours, Vivekananda came back to Thakurji and asked ‘ What did Ma Kali say?”
Thakurji said ‘I have shown her my throat and said I cannot eat anything
because of the painful condition of the throat, kindly do something so that I
can eat something. Ma Kali pointed at all of you and said: “You are eating with
all these mouths is not that enough for you.”
Thakurji continued “After hearing that I have become speechless.”